esther · makes · the · world · taste · better

why hello there livejournal. its been a long time.

boring boring boring. i want stuff. like shorts and pretty reefs. i'm getting a longboard. lizzie's vater is out of town starting tomorrow so friday should be chill. a certain man is now single. now the other one just needs to get dumped so i have options. zoe. me. a pound of chocolate. and the crew. yesssssss.

I just want a jordan shirt and sevens!

I have over 500 bucks and I've been to the mall twice and haven't found anything to get with it. Where on earthdo all the ballas get their jordan shirts? jesus.

THIS WEEKEND WAS AMAZING!
Luke is in town. Can you say yay?
This week will be hella chill.
I'm kicking it with Liz Green tomorrow after school.
Wednesday Zoe and the boys. Fun to the max! WE'RE MAKING A MOVIE!
Thrusday is lunch with the above.
Friday is the first day of springbreak. kind of. YESSSSSS! It's going to be amazing. Montana trip #2 of March. Seattle and Canada. Amazing. I'm getting hella postcards. Venice and San Diego. And Eugene. HAHAHAHA.

as i was saying...
this weekend was AMAZING!

hung out with those same boys again. minus shane. hahahaha shane and zoe. oooo steamy. right.

today i went to liz's with her, samuel, and ed. so fun. close to this weekend. not quite. i hit my head so hard on the ceiling while trying to impress the fellas with my bed jumping skills. tried to play air hockey but sam chickened out because i was too excited. ed and i have the same rolling papers! im so g! wednesday will be amazing.

yesterday was amazing. zoe and i decided best day of our lives. zoe also decided something else wonderful.

details:
zoe calls me at 6 i sleep through it. i wake up at 6:15 and im like please dont let there be school. im fairly certain theres no snow so i decide ill look really quickly then pretend to sleep so my mom wouldnt be able to get me up so i couldnt go to school. then of course theres a 1/4 of an inch of snow! that was sarcasm by the way. so i call zoe back and shes like "kjhdskudhfkuhfiuh SNOW SNOW SNOW!" and i get dressed in a flash and i'm over there at 7ish. then im like hey lets call soem homies. so we call alex d, shane, dion, and miles. miles got there first. then shane. then dion and alex. so by like 10 were all together. and were like what do we do now? so we travel into town in mini vans. woop woop! i rode in dakers car with zoe and dion. miles and shane were in miless vehicle.

then we go passed the library and zoes like lets play hide and go seek. best idea ever? id say so. so we get them to pass us then we take off and shane calls me and hes like where are you guys going? and im like try and find us. so we run away to play it again and look at golf clubs, soccer things, surf boards, gym equip. then they call zoe and she gives away our location so we have to run. we sit in the car and when they show up we try to take off but we kind of gave up. so that was the end of that.

so we go to little ceasers and miles and shane try to ditch us and then were like oh hell no we'll go do our own thing. so we go to the nike store. then after like an hour we meet up with shane and miles at miles's place. and theyre making beats and such. zoe and i just sat there. then we watched all these sweet videos of something i cant spell but when they helped me sound it out i deicded it sounds just like lake park whore. hence the title of this entry.

its actually so tight. then were like lets go make our own. so we dont excatly do that. we go to adams and play basketball. i scored the winning basket! i was on shane and dion's team. actually i was the team captain. chea.

after that we went to dakers because his parents are out of town. zoe and i sat on his bed and listened to them all play instruments. except dion who payed some hella sick video game. which we all watched later.

then zoe and i went to my house for like a half hour so i could change clothes and get her a pair of gangster soccer sweats. then we went to mier and frank and got perfume samples.

then they called us at like 7:30 and theyre like ok miles is coming to get you and take us to alex's. so we kick it there for like 3 hours. then go down to hayward. the turf was covered in icy hail. it was awesome. we hug out there for like an hour. after that we to 7-11 and got hella donoughts. we went and ate them in the parking lot of ceaser chaves or however you spell it. zoe, alex, and i sat in he car while dion and miles ran around in circles. then around midnight zoe and i went to her house for some slumber.

and were hanging out with them again today. i hope. right now im home but zoe should be calling me shortly.

i actually love those boys and that zoe so much. they make me almost pee my pants.

so im hella impressed if you read all if this. but if you did its like ou were there. except not. because surprisingly i left out a lot of detail. loves it.

i got 3 new pairs of kicks. two of them are almost the same. the others are pretty vans that i will wear on friday.
today was awesome. i got attacked with squirt guns. i had huge scrumptious pancakes for lunch. i traded shoes with shane which reminds me, i kind of miss sean. i laughed so hard i cried. i went to the mall and got a pretty shirt and perfume. i drove to the license mix. i went for a 6 mile. i learned all about heos and how perfect it would be for me! hahahahaha. mmmm jason.

so my birthday came. then it was gone. it was so so so fun. this weekend has been amazing. i will step into my time machine now:

friday afternoon i went to starbucks on campus and did homework and wrote pensive things and drew a lovely picture and of course drank two venti coffees and on my way out for a venti sweetened black iced tea. friday evening i drove to burrito boy almost hit a dog. got a burrito. went home and ate it. then i cleaned my room and left for kates. and im not going to go on and on about how "effing incredible" it was because then ill look like a loser. so ill leave it at wow thank god kate is going out with a stoner.

saturday afternoon i went to lizzies. we did ihs homework together. most intense assignment ive seen probably all term. go bangladesh. then we went to quiznos/subway/the shady convient store by the bijou for dinner. we ate it at the game though. the game was sooooo fun. i wish i had been in the row behind me though. i will never forget sit down rednecks. i got chills when we shot the last basket. then i just ran for the court. not a loser at all.

sunday(today) i went to the mall, target, and costco. party? yes. tons of new stuff. i love dragging my birthday on.

tomorrow shall be rocking.

mmmm i was not doing homework and then i was like esther you're losing it. so i slapped myself in the face and was like get on that bizzle. now i'm caught up! woo!

i'm getting a job at ben & jerry's!! thanks to mattie's wonderful suggestion. my birthday is in a day. i have almost straight As. i need to take my bio test and then i will. next week i will have my license and i will be a tool and it will be great and i will drive everyone to lunch like mad crazy.

so ive started updating too much and i appologize. but not really. because who reads this? i havent looked at anyone elses livejournal in like over three weeks. because im too cool. not.

ive been having tons of fun lately. the past two days ive gone to lunch with tyler and shane. shane is so flipping funny. oh goodness. today we learned that i am the tannest. yes! my legs are so tan right now. wee!

moving on:::
the b day is in six days. actually five if you dont count the actual day and we dont. i filled out all my paperwork so all i have to do is pass the test. i so will. i got one deduction on my driving practice test and i passed the written practice with flying colors. woo! it was fun learning that im smart. kind of. back to my birthday..i cant wait to party! its starting this weekend. all weekend.

speaking ok weekend:::
friday night=urban golfing. hopefully ocean will come play. speaking of ocean i love her! were going to panda express the thrusday after my birthday. ill have had my license for a week excatly. i went to safeway with ocean last friday and we had so much fun.
saturday morning=three hours of boxing in corvallis. yay! i love boxing and im so much better than i was last year.
saturday afternoon=hiking the butte with the homies. picnicing at the highest point.
saturday night=INSANITY! dinner with leo, jess, matt, brady, and david. movie with those ones again. KEGGER-thatll be unreal. retarded. but unfriggen believable.
sunday=seanaford. p town.

skip to thursday=MY BIRTHDAY!

skip to saturday=PARTY!!!!!!!!

so here comes esthers new outlook:

dont be a loser. the end.

ok seriously all downers should go live in a downer hole in downerville. do they think its fun to make people uncomfortable with their stupid crap? probably. from now on im not going to go out and announce to the world everything thats wrong. people have been hearing since preschool to look on the brightside and do they? no. meh. i dont really feel like forcing myself into listening to me.

this weekend was kickin. i love the sophomore guys. theres so many chillax ones. the one i didnt hangout with was sean. but i refuse since hes effing abandoning me next year. loser!
lizzie has pox. no good. what will happen this coming weekend? we will soon find out. shes doing my homework right now. my car is getting pimped right now. 8 days till i totally kick the driving tests ass. woop woop.

and the day after my birthday is the first camping trip(in oregon)of 06. so hot. i hope certain boys with the same free period as me and who have awkward connections to me come. mmmmm. loves it.

this week drug on but it was a good one.

this weekend will be fantastic:
no frat party. lizzie is in seattle. those are the 2 downers.

fantastic things:

tonight~alec and paul? i think thats what will go down. maybe. probably.

saturday~shopping and kates house partyyyy. she has is to herself. woop woop.

sunday~final destination 3 with seanaford. maybe. i should probably make sure thats still chill.

monday and hopefully tuesday~coast coast coast! with my lovey, jess, and her lovey.

ok so technically he isnt my lovey but he basically is. so whatevs.
wow if kate was a man i would have no plans with girls. oh wait. i take it back...sean. obviously.

thats the name of our band. not. but it would be.

valentines day was delicious. it was jess and matt, david and leana, brady, and me. notice the way i set that up? theyre all together except brady and i. yeah. weird. but not so much. we made it better but stating the obvious.

i cant wait till next year. i will probably most likely officially be a sheldonite. whoa. my dream come true.

after school im going on a shopapalooza. cant wait.

jeff is my new bestfriend.

this weekend rocked! like all weekends but still. tahoe saturday and part of sunday. saturday shopping. sunday shopping. eating. dancing. crunking. toking. olympic watching. some sledding.

its like...were in a beautiful place...indoors most of the time. when we were outside we were being threatened with a gun or geting more food. or talking on the phone for 2 hours. but that was just me. it was really really fun. everything i expected it to be.

so we flew out of eugene but we flew into portland. that was really fun. except only 1/2 were on the plane. 4 of us. kelsey, me, tyler(not cable), and brady*. i had tons of fun with them. we got those airplane wings. then we went to urban outfitters and brady helped me shop. he picked out a really pretty shirt that i really liked but it was 48 bucks and kelsey was like ill pay for half and we can split it. so we did. i have it for a long time. and i dont even know when ill see her again. i got 3 shirts for just myself and a really nice pair of jeans. the jeans were expensive. for me. but they look so good and i liked dancing in them so much i bought them. they were over $200. yikes. never again. lucky for me, most sheldies have like 5 pairs each and theyre all the same size and basically the same size as me. yay!

so tonight i believe im going to the pink panther with lizzie, jeff, and alec if i can get my homework done. thatll be fun because alec will be high.

ive decided people really shouldnt wear tank tops. they look bad on everyone except fit people. like seriosuly. if youre reading this its probably directed toawrds you:
DONT WEAR TANK TOPS. YOU HAVE FATTY ARMS.

thank you. and no im not hypocritical. i dont do tank tops anymore.

also, im a little down about my park plans with zoe. she calls me and is like lets go have a picnic in the park and imlike ok ill be home in 15. then i get home in 45 so i was off by a half. then i call her. then she says she cant go because shes doing history homework! uhhh i had popsicles. so then she called me at 5:30 but i missed it because i was out to dinner with the new love of my life. like actually. wow i love him. and its so obvious if hes reading this. but where would he ever get the link? excatly. i love him!

so much to look foward to too! i love this!
friday-law school party at the delta house or some other frat
saturday-shopping/time with lovie
sunday-PARTY!!!! sunday night will be bomb.com
monday-homework i guess

*its really hard to type brady because every time i do i add an l. like bradly. go figure.

i went to jeffs house with lizzie last night. funniest night ever.

i love being on top of my homework.
i also love:
texting, no shoes, trying to tan, picnics, soccer jerseys.

and thats my day.

tomorrow will be fun. we have to go to the emu after school for liz and her shoddy local musak. then hitting up some food. then shopping. krunking. law school partyyyyyyyyyy.

edit&

look at the punching bag i got earlier today:

sexual no?

loves it.
so this weekend was rockin.
i went to jessicas for basically the whole thing.
i got tons of clothing.
i effin loved being spoiled.
my parents spent over $300 on me this weekend.
most of that was my mountain hardware but still.

i thought lizzie and katence were going to canada this coming weekend but lizzies dad canceled on them because of some hot date with his lady friend. so starting friday after school its elk all weekend!!

screw tahoe.